New year confessionals

I was in love with my best friend

I cannot stop worrying no matter how hard I try 

It's driving me crazy that I might be a bad teacher

I didn't know Nanyang had AEP

I wanted to be a lifeguard when I grew up

I want to write a novel but I am scared I use too many pronouns

I want to write a novel but I am scared I have no ideas

I love my dad

I often pretend not to care about what others think of me

(Though sometimes, bless me, it's actually true)

I want him to leave me alone

I still like ponies

I lied in my interview

I am jealous of her, and I will not stop 

I want desperately only to stop being infatuated with you

I lost two firsts in 2011.