FYI: I've started to dump all my proper, London-exploring posts at another blog: http://hanqinghanqing.blogspot.com. That's where I skip the bullshit and jump to the explaining and good photos. Mmm.
One of my friends says he finds consolation in cooking. Sometimes like today when I get stuck in for too long my mind starts wandering but the thought of food cheers me up considerably. Same as previously I'm not actually upset, just... thinking. Ambivalence? Not quite it either. So I decided to compile all the food I've cooked. Cheers x
Pan-cooked salmon with cream cheese on the side, baby carrots and beans boiled in water. Salmon has to be salted, or alternatively buy the marinade in Sainsbury's.
Salami with brie, blueberries and feta cheese. Don't have too often or your heart vessels will probably complain. Good comfort food though, take when feeling down.
Fruit salad - oranges, nectarines, apples, brie, salami, a scoop of yoghurt. Breakfast food - surprisingly filling and keeps you going.
Sandwich with cheese and blueberries, toasted and then microwaved. Fruit salad - walnuts, mandarin oranges, pear, cream.
Cucumber and chicken cooked in sweet and sour saue mixed with egg. Chinese egg noodles.
Tiramisu made with sponge fingers soaked in chocolate, grated dark chocolate and a mixture for cream.
Mascarpone, double cream, sugar, red wine. Mixed up to the consistency of whipping cream.
And then sprinkled with love and longing.
I've realised that I don't put enough effort in maintaining friendships... I've been getting a bit passive with some people and I don't know if it's a good thing. Been feeling a little like the cold winter air's frozen out my heart even further. Can't feel much, I just type happy crap and cross my fingers dispassionately hoping it sounds normal. Don't even feel upset that I've forgotten most people.
If anyone's reading... just come and talk to me, I swear I still wanna be friends. I promise I'm a good person. This sounds pretty desperate but I can't phrase.
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